hello again. im posting the for the second time today. and this post is to express my frustration at my bloody painful throatache. it is hurting like mad. and even strepsils pain relief (the blackcurrant one) isnt helping. ARGH!!! i feel like shouting but im pretty sure my throat will kill me even more if i do that.

i have a good mind to pon school tmr. not because i have my gp test and whatnot, but because i seriously feel that going to the doctor is much more impt. maybe i'll let the sickness grow and blossom and i'll pon on wed instead. (muahahahaha!)

you know what. the back of my bottom right row of teeth is aching too! maybe its a wisdom tooth! *gasps* i didnt know they happen this fast. well i'll prolly have to get that checked soon as well. yeah.

ok emo time. today i met this guy who apologised to me for making fun of me once and stuff. yeah apology accepted. but after that we walked back till my condo gate just having a random but nice chat, getting intro-ed to one another and so on. (i didnt know him before this btw) so yeah. he really made me think about stuff like how we should always look for the good in people and not judge them based on other criteria. also, he made me think about karma and how its always there, just waiting for the perfect moment to strike back. yeah. im surprised that though we spoke for all of 10 min, he made me reflect on things i wouldnt normally give a crap about. i think i might become a better person thanks to this random encounter. so yeah. thanks, bharet. (:

on a side note, i am deeply annoyed by the gossips and rumours that are going around about me. yes, i noe. "dun give a shit about others and just be yourself" but come on, tell me really how im supposed to do that? isnt society all about being accepted and fitting in? the world can be so bloody complicated sometimes. argh. call me when the world decides to stop being a bitch.
oh and i've learnt two things. #1 - i need to keep my happy life and kkness under wraps and #2 - i need to learn how to shut the hell up.